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It seems like there is a change in the self is. I just still have not understand what the change. I hope the changes in myself in this, are the changes that bring a positive impact for me. I just still think that what has actually happened. I only difficult to reveal my feelings to him. Difficult to understand the desires. I try to always be the best for himself, a friend for himself, his heart and become a minion its shadow.In his silent, I still think about him. I tried to understand about it. Ego in the sense of self is often difficult to hold me. So that differences always come between us.